Finding Your Way Home

Naples, New York, January 2026. (No, it is not a black and white photo, just a very monochromatic day.)

As this harsh winter drags on, my thoughts turn to those, especially some on Native American reservations who live in Third World conditions and don’t have a cozy home with electric, gas or propane heat. Some are lucky to have enough wood to stay warm with others not, incidents of people freezing to death too common. Such conditions are hard to imagine. I avoid going outside, especially the trek to my mailbox which lies up a slight grade about fifty yards away. Going any further is incomprehensible.

Picture of Little Wolf and Morning Star
Little Wolf and Morning Star.

Then I think of the thousand mile journey known as the Northern Cheyenne Exodus. After two years of captivity in Oklahoma’s “Indian Territory” following the Little Bighorn battle on June 25, 1876,  353 Cheyenne escaped under cover of darkness in September 1878 and attempted to return to their Montana homeland. They split into two bands, one led by Little Wolf and the other by Morning Star (often called Dull Knife).  Morning Star’s group surrendered at Fort Robinson, Nebraska, but refused to return to Oklahoma.

Subsequently, the 149 men, women, and children broke out of their barracks on January 9, 1879 into a freezing winter storm, resulting in a massacre. Little Wolf’s band made it to Montana, where they stayed until the government finally granted land to the Cheyenne for their current Reservation.

Ledger painting by Alaina Buffalo Spirit representing the tragic journey back to their homeland.
“Tell them We Are Going Home” ledger painting by Northern Cheyenne artist Alaina Buffalo Spirit, depicting the Cheyenne’s tragic journey back to their homeland.

Conditions in Oklahoma were horrible, motivating them to take the risk of leaving. But other than that, what drives people to go to such extremes, to return to their homeland?

Another factor that comes to mind involves the prevailing Cheyenne belief that the Creator, whom they know as Maheo, gave them that land. This became even more viable when my coauthor, Pete Risingsun, and I were researching, “The Revenge of Dead Horse Canyon: Sweet Medicine Spirits – Novavose.” It was then we learned about their ancient sacred ceremony known as the Massaum, also known as the Earth Giving Ceremony, taught to them by their cultural hero and prophet, Sweet Medicine.

Cover of "The Wolves of Heaven" by Karl H. Schlesier
This book provided much of the research represented in “The Revenge of Dead Horse Canyon.”

More and more frequently those beliefs previously considered myths are being shown to be historical fact. “The Wolves of Heaven” by German anthropologist, Karl H. Schlesier, addresses the Massaum ceremony, its complexity, and meaning. He dates it as going back as far as 10,000 years. That’s a long, long time before Columbus, folks.

Is it possible that the reason the government relented and gave that land in Montana back to the Northern Cheyenne was related to that ancient covenant?

As an astrologer, another thought that comes to mind is the imprint we each receive at birth that’s reflected on your birth chart or horoscope. Its calculated based on the date, time, and location you were born and functions as a roadmap for your life. It includes your personality, strengths, and weaknesses and numerous other things about you to numerous to include here. If you leave your place of birth, the chart moves with you, though the original impression remains.

I was born in New York State, but lived in California, Utah, and Texas before winding up back in New York. Only when I studied astrology did I understand why I felt like a slightly different person in each of those other states. When I moved back it felt oddly comfortable, as if this is where I belonged, even after being gone for over sixty years.  The astrological study of locational effects is known as astrocartography, which provides information on how different locales affect you.

Does that astrological imprint combined with genetic coding help migrating birds and other animals, even Monarch butterflies?

How do you feel about your homeland? Do you still live there? Did you return after a long absence? Since I have moved around quite a bit, I’ve noticed that people native to an area often look  upon move-ins with suspicion, sometimes even outward hostility.  This is true, even if you’re from the same country. I lived in a small town in Utah for 15 years and was always considered a “move-in” by those who’d resided there for several generations. It was the same in small-town Texas and likewise here in New York, even though I was born in the state.

Thus, it’s no surprise, that immigrants from foreign lands with entirely different cultures and languages are often looked upon with suspicion.

Hmmmm…..

Which brings me to the thought, how did Native Americans react to the invasion by Europeans? I think we all know how that turned out. Prophecy has promised them some day they’ll get their land back. If you’d like to read a fictitious version of how that might play out, be sure to read “The Curse of Dead Horse Canyon” trilogy to the end. Available in paperback, hard cover, and ebook formats on Amazon and most online retailers.

Cover of The Curse of Dead Horse Canyon Trilogy ebook.

Native American Heritage Day 2024

The Sacred Mountain (Bear Butte State Park, South Dakota)(Photo by John Brueske, Shutterstock)

Today is Native American Heritage Day, a time to remember and appreciate Native Americans and their rich culture. An important element of indigenous culture has always been their sacred sites.

The main theme of the third and final book in the Dead Horse Canyon saga, “Revenge of Dead Horse Canyon: Sweet Medicine Spirits — Novavose” is the importance of the Sacred Mountain, known also as Bear Butte State Park, in South Dakota.

In the final volume of the trilogy Charlie fulfills his vow to make a pilgrimage to the site for a four day ceremonial fast. What he learns there is not only startling, but charges him with the responsibility of bringing his people back to their sacred ceremonies as originally taught by Sweet Medicine, specifically a five-day ritual known as the Massaum, the “earth giving ceremony.”

The video above notes the importance of sacred sites. You can find more information related to the video in the article on the Native American Rights Fund website here.

In writing the Dead Horse Canyon Saga, I have done a tremendous amount of research. Many of the books you see below I have read and/or referenced in writing the trilogy to assure accuracy as well as discover new material to integrate in the plot.

Of course coauthor, Pete Risingsun, is the final authority on Cheyenne culture, but he also discovered new information, especially from the two volumes of Peter J. Powell’s “Sweet Medicine.” What a godsend they were as was the work of many other anthropologists such as George Bird Grinnell and, in more modern times, Karl H. Schlesier. Without their work, the Dead Horse Canyon story would not have all the rich detail we were able to incorporate. We have made every effort to be as accurate as possible with reference to historical events as well as Northern Cheyenne ceremonies.

What I have learned writing this trilogy with Pete has opened my eyes to the many injustices Indigenous people have suffered for hundreds of years due to colonization, not only in the United States but also abroad.

The release date is January 7, 2025! It has taken far longer than expected, for which Pete and I apologize. However, we believe it will be worth the wait.

If you haven’t yet read the first two books, you have time to do so before this one comes out. Without knowing the entire story, you may be able to follow this final volume, but it will have far more meaning if you’re familiar with the other two.

I’m confident that Indigenous readers will be very pleased with the ending as well as those of us who love and appreciate Native American culture and pray they eventually receive the retribution they deserve for centuries of abuse. It’s truly a travesty that immigrants are welcomed and allowed to retain their culture while America’s original inhabitants continue to be treated so unfairly.

On this special day, may we all pray with them that they will receive the respect they deserve and gain access to their sacred sites and cultures and that they will be preserved.